I'm that girl who is married to the mater of her soul. Who has a beautiful little boy who makes her world go round. I see the beauty in every day. Circumstances have made me that kind of girl. I do not take anything for granted, I know nothing is permanent. With love though anything is possible.
Friday, August 26, 2011
Little boys 0_o
Why do little boys like being naked? I don't remember being a nudist when I was little. I'll have to ask my Mom if I was next time we talk. I am wondering why little boys like being naked because I went to check on Gabemeister and he had his mattress off his bed and he was reading a book and I was like you going to sleep soon? He was like "MOM get out my room now! I nakey!" He gets up to shut his door and he is indeed nakey!! I asked him where his diaper was and he just shrugged like he gets naked at night all the time. I put him to bed in footsie pajamas that I can't find either haha. It's like he fed them to his dog. I am not looking forward to his teenage years. Lets hope in time he learns to shut and lock his door when he wants to be nakey haha.
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Finally it is Friday!
Who knew that a day could take so long to get through. Today felt like it would never end, and I was exceptionally irritable. I apologize to any innocent bystanders (such as my coworkers). I clearly was not caffeinated enough for today. Plus I wanted to rebel against everything today. Which is hard when it comes to the military. Rules are everywhere and it annoys me. I got so frustrated with the rules today that I felt like my chest would explode. I could barely contain my annoyance which was quite obvious. It is a good thing I am taking leave soon, I definitely need a break from work for a bit. I love my job but I think everyone can agree that sometimes it all gets to be too much for one person to handle. I'm going to play Susie homemaker during my leave. I miss being able to stay home with Gabriel everyday. It seems like it was forever ago that I was a stay at home mom. I would do it again in an instant if I knew we could afford to do it. Such is life. I think that stay at home moms are phasing out because of our effed up economy. It is a sad fact and I applaud those who can make it work. Maybe one day I can do it again. One can dream.
Insomnia
Insomnia hits me at the worst times, like when I have to work in the morning, or when I have something I really want to do the next day. I think the worst times though are when your waiting for something to happen. My husband has been at deployment training since early July. The first day he was gone I couldn't sleep I went to work feeling like a zombie 0_o. Now I only have about 36 hours until I see him again and I can't seem to sleep. I just want Thursday to get itself over with so I can spend Friday making him enchiladas, ice tea and cookies! Hopefully if I keep busy Friday the time to pick him up will come fast. I told our little boy that he gets to see Daddy in less then 2 days and he went to bed with a smile saying yay 2 days! This is our first deployment and this training time has been a roller coaster of emotions for our 2 almost 3 year old little person. I'm usually really good until bedtime or when our little guy gets upset and wants Daddy. Then I miss him like crazy. I really hope the next 8 months or so fly by quickly. I should at least attempt to sleep. TTFN
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